A friend recently wrote a post about Gertrude Atherton, a strong and unconventional female author who scandalized 19th century society. I love such stories of women who defied the constraints of their era to live life to its fullest. But the article got me to thinking about all the strong but conventional women of the past who perhaps don’t get the accolades they deserve.
One such woman was Mary Amelia, who was born in 1898–around the time Ms. Atherton was publishing her most scandalous books.
Mary Amelia was the epitome of a strong woman. Not necessarily in the way we might define a strong woman today. Not kick-ass, go-to-the-gym-several-times-a-week strong. But she was emotionally strong. And she was my grandmother.
She was the eldest child of a well-to-do Maryland family. Her father spoiled his beautiful wife. She loved babies, especially since she didn’t have to take care of them. (My guess is she loved the process of making babies as well, but folks didn’t talk about that back then!) So she kept popping them out, and when they were no longer little and cute, she turned them over to the servants to raise.
Then my great grandfather made a crucial mistake. He believed some guy who swore that the land in Florida he had for sale was prime real estate. Great-granddaddy sold his business, packed up his family and moved to Florida, only to discover that he had bought an alligator-infested swamp. (Yes, I am the progeny of someone who actually bought swampland in Florida! Not one of our family’s prouder moments.)
Great-granddaddy slunk back to Maryland and took a job as a laborer. With no money now for servants, my grandmother was pulled out of school at age 13 to take care of her younger siblings. Because heaven forbid her spoiled mother should have to change a nappie. My grandmother rose to the task (and until the day she died she was the matriarch of the family, even while her mother was still alive).
At 24, she was in danger of being an old maid when young “Buck” Roland (no pun intended; that really was my grandfather’s nickname) swept her off her feet. A few years later, she had her own baby, my mother. Unfortunately her new hubby was what they called back then a ne’er-do-well. He couldn’t seem to hold a job or keep a business going. He was long on promises and short on follow-through.
Now up to this point, my grandmother had played by the rules. She was a conventional woman who tried to avoid those things that “just weren’t done.” But out of necessity she did something that middle-class, married women of her era just didn’t do. She got a job.
With only an eighth-grade education, she became a clerk in the payroll department of a Baltimore chemical company. This was back when credentials were less important than pure smarts and a willingness to work hard. She had so much of both of the latter that she advanced through the years, despite sexism, to the position of payroll supervisor.
In the meantime, her husband was making less and less effort to make a living, and by the time my mother was eleven, he’d given up completely. Women, no matter how good they were at their jobs, didn’t make much money back then. My grandmother realized she couldn’t support three people on her salary.
So she did something that “just wasn’t done.” She looked at my grandfather one day and said, “You’re just another mouth to feed. You need to leave.” And he did.
She never divorced him, however, because that just wasn’t done. And she never took off her wedding ring, even decades after he had died. She went by her married name and considered herself a widow.
She raised my mother, as a single parent, in an era that was not at all kind to single moms. And not only did she make sure my mother finished high school, but she pushed her to go to college. Also, somewhere along the way, my grandmother bought her own house. Even though most of her sisters, who were married, were still renting theirs. And in 1959, at the age of 61, she learned to drive, and bought her first and only car.
She used to scare the crap out of my parents. She would get on the Baltimore Beltway, pull all the way over into the fast lane, and then do forty miles an hour. She thought the two lines in the center of the road were for bicycles, and they changed from solid to dotted occasionally just for variety, so that drivers wouldn’t fall asleep staring at them (seriously; I am not making this up!) When my father explained that the dotted line meant that drivers could now safely pass, she just stared at him. She never passed anybody, but plenty of drivers passed her.
We joked about her strange driving habits, but we were actually quite impressed that she had tackled such a foreign activity in her sixties (which would be comparable to one’s eighties today). She lived on her own until the day she died, almost a decade later.
It wasn’t until a few years after that, when I was fully grown, that I realized just how strong my grandmother had been, in her own conventional way.
I’m far from perfect, but I do think that I’ve done her proud in the ‘strong woman’ category. Thanks, Grandma, for being such a great role model!
Have you known any strong and remarkable conventional women? Who has been your most inspiring role model?
Posted by Kassandra Lamb. Kassandra is a retired psychotherapist turned mystery writer. She writes the Kate Huntington mystery series.
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shannon espositoMay 13, 2013 at 11:46 am
She sounds like a great lady! Unfortunately, I didn’t get to know my grandmothers as an adult, they had already passed.
Kassandra LambMay 13, 2013 at 12:53 pm
That’s a shame, Shannon. Grandmothers can be so special. I was sixteen when she died. I wish I could have sat down with her a few years later and chatted with her as an adult. I would have loved to ask her a few questions.
K.B. OwenMay 13, 2013 at 12:25 pm
How cool that you know so much about your family history, Kass! And a very colorful history, at that…swampland in FLA? Wowzers!
Thanks for sharing.
Kassandra LambMay 13, 2013 at 12:55 pm
Yeah, Kathy, we’re still living down the whole swampland thing. I know so much about the family because my mother was a storyteller by nature. So I come by that tendency naturally! 🙂
Nancy LevineMay 13, 2013 at 3:32 pm
My grandmother. She left Lithuania with her parents and moved to America, where she met my grandfather. When he died, she started her own catering business–she was a wonderful cook!
Kassandra LambMay 13, 2013 at 5:39 pm
Nancy, how cool that your grandmother turned her cooking skills into a business. I’m so impressed by people who have courageously immigrated to an entirely new and strange country. That definitely takes strength!
Nancy LevineMay 15, 2013 at 9:14 am
Thanks, Kassandra–she was a great lady. She never wrote any of her recipes down, so I try to find recipes that are similar.
Catie RhodesMay 13, 2013 at 5:17 pm
I am nosy, so I loved reading this and learning more about what makes you you.
My great-grandmother was an orphan lucky enough to be raised by a kind a aunt and uncle. She married my great-grandfather and they raised two children (one of whom was my grandmother) during the depression. She and my great-grandfather both worked factory jobs to make ends meet. My grandmother said they ate a lot of pork (which she did not like) but were never hungry.
Though I suspect my great-grandmother had little education, she put both her daughters through nursing school. She worked until she retired from the hosiery factory where she’d been so many years. After that, she started her own seamstress business and did that until her death at the age of 97. She was a very neat lady.
Kassandra LambMay 13, 2013 at 5:45 pm
Wow! She sounds like a neat lady. How amazing that she worked so hard all her life, and she lived to 97!! Gives me hope (since I am now officially a senior citizen). Thanks so much for sharing her story with us, Catie!
Catie RhodesMay 14, 2013 at 8:53 am
Not only did she work hard, Kass, she ate what we’d consider unhealthy food. She was an excellent cook who preferred to eat her own cooking rather than eat out. (Which I understand because I’m the same way, even though I’m not as good of a cook as great-grandma was.)
Nancy LevineMay 15, 2013 at 9:16 am
Wow, Catie–she sounds very cool.
Kirsten WeissMay 13, 2013 at 8:38 pm
My father was very interested in geneology and before he died we spent a lot of time together on it. After his death, I found an old album filled with great photos of my female ancestors. I don’t know if he remembered he’d had it, or if he was just more interested in the male line so neglected it, but the find made me want to weep.
Kassandra LambMay 13, 2013 at 9:34 pm
Hmm, you just helped me realize something, Kirsten. I think we are interested in our ancestors because understanding them helps us understand ourselves. They’re part of our identity. So it kinda makes sense that men would be more interested in their male ancestors and women more interested in the female ones.
I’m glad you found that album. What a treasure!
Nancy LevineMay 15, 2013 at 9:20 am
I love the old photos I found of my parents, grandparents and even one of my great-grandparents. Sometimes I want to cry, too, when I see them because I see a lot of myself in my mom, especially her captions on the ohotos. It’s a good cry though.
Kassandra LambMay 15, 2013 at 9:34 am
It’s amazing how that works, Catie. All those people back then who ate so “unhealthy” and still lived to a ripe old age. LOL
I hear, you Nancy, about the good cry. I made a scrapbook/photo album of my mother’s life for my son (he was very close to his grandmother) for Christmas a few years ago. I cried buckets of good tears while digging out the old photos to chose the ones I wanted to include.
Nancy LevineJune 21, 2013 at 2:28 pm
I’ve been having more of those good cries lately and sometimes, I actually have some laughs, too. I have a good friend who knows what to say to make me laugh.
Kassandra LambJune 21, 2013 at 3:53 pm
I have a friend like that, Nancy. She always knows how to make me smile. Good friends are worth more than any fortune.
May you laugh more often than you cry, and may your tears be always good ones!
Nancy LevineJune 21, 2013 at 4:02 pm
I’m definitely rich in the friends department. Thanks for the beautiful wish!
Kassandra LambJune 21, 2013 at 4:05 pm
You are very welcome. And I will add: May we both always be rich in the friend department!